Window to the Soul

Another Turning Point, A Fork Stuck in the Road

2010-10-18T16:10:00.003-04:00

I'm not sure why hes landed on my mind again. Maybe it's because regardless of what anyone believes, I know I have a heightened perception that others may not have, or at least refuse to believe they do, while just assuming life is a series of coincidences, which is very well may still be, but hes there, lurking in my mind. You know how I know he's there? I don't see him, I don't even know if I

Icey Volcanos

2010-04-15T23:42:00.000-04:00

Okay I'm no conspiracy theorist, but this shit is getting deep. It's time to start seriously taking a look at the HAARP project. Seriously.

Sensing the Good

2010-03-30T02:50:00.005-04:00

I don't know if it is a god given gift, one that we all have but some can't tap into, or just an awareness that is given to some as a gift or a burden, theirs to chose which to make of it. But in some of us the view of the rightfully good is permanently a front row seating arrangement. And for the same of us, the inherent evil of something permeates the air around them before our eyes as well.

For Steven and Alyx

2009-07-08T19:42:00.002-04:00

And even though the moment passed me byI still can't turn awayCause all the dreams you never thought you'd loseGot tossed along the wayAnd letters that you never meant to sendGet lost or thrown awayAnd now we're grown up orphansThat never knew their namesWe don't belong to no oneThat's a shameBut if you could hide beside meMaybe for a whileAnd I won't tell no one your nameAnd I won't tell em your

True Enough

2009-06-23T17:22:00.002-04:00

True enough Jeff so here goes. For the first time in 8 years I have been told I would be allowed to see my son. FOR A MONTH!!!!!! Although I have misgivings about why they have finally allowed me to be near him, I am overjoyed to be able to have him here for a month starting this Saturday. I know for some who have read here they have seen me rage and cry about this issue before. And although it

Back to Blogger

2009-06-03T03:35:00.003-04:00

Having some annoying people reading and trolling my myspace has brought me back here once again to make the post that really count to me. And coming back and looking around I see the old gang is still here. I will be here much more often and have updated my page to reflect what I really care about here.Yay for blogger, its a diary that I know will be free of the drama of the children of myspace

Broken Hearted Savior

2009-02-26T13:06:00.002-05:00

Sometimes, a random song will just pop into my head. One I likely havent heard for years, sometimes one Ive only heard a couple of times before. Usually I know right away why. This one came to me a few months back, maybe even up to a year ago. And I downloaded it, played it and loved it. I just didnt really understand its place in my life. (pretty much every song could have a place in my life at

Well Well Well

2008-12-07T23:08:00.000-05:00

Wow, fate works a lot I suppose. Just a few months ago a couple of skanks worked together to have me thrown in jail. I served my time on one charge only to have to turn around and have to do ten more days. After my first night in jail on the second charge, my mother died. Nothing in that allows for forgiveness to me. Even though my mother would not advocate holding a grudge, that bullshit is just

For my Sister; Part 3

2008-05-24T23:24:00.003-04:00

Even being 15 and having had been through the insanity I had lived through at such an early age I still had some wisdom and patience that a lot of adults envied. I realized even then that to tell my son the real truths of the ugliness his father put me through wasn't fair. To him or to his father. I decided early on that I would allow my son to formulate his own opinion of his father. I moved on

For my Sister; Part 2

2008-05-12T21:45:00.001-04:00

Well from the start my parents always let me know that I was adopted. I remember being around 5 years old and them buying me a book which I actually remember was called "Why was I adopted?" The writer of that book was genius and probably went a long way in shaping most of my teenage life. I will never forget a paragraph that explained to me that adopted kids were extra loved because they brought

For my Sister; Part 1

2008-05-08T13:06:00.005-04:00

My adoptive parents. Joanne and Don, born in 1937 and 1938 respectively, lost their only biological child when they were about 26. Their son was stillborn and my mother was told she would never be able to have another child. Shortly after this incident they decided to start fostering children. They fostered ANY kids. Mentally or physically handicapped, refugees, even kids who didnt speak english.

Open Wide and Say My Name

2008-05-02T16:16:00.002-04:00

I left my soul a million miles awayI drink from your titI sing your blues everydayNow give me the strength to split the world in twoI ate all the rest And now I gotta eat you

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2008-03-08T03:15:00.000-05:00

http://havoccity.myminicity.com plz click that it adds a new person to my city!!

What the Fluff!??~?!!@

2008-02-20T14:50:00.003-05:00

Ive always known that Roanoke Countys judicial system was a little tainted. Ive seen that firsthand, up close and personally. Sometimes that has come in the form of a band of merry County Mountys illegally taking my own child and giving him to someone else.. someone with a track record of raising menace to society children. Someone who brought up one of the best woman beating, drunk-n-raging

Azathoth Souls - To Jeff

2008-01-21T14:08:00.000-05:00

The day this blog began I was in such a low place. I was recently seperated and forcing myself to deal with all the things I had ignored for years. Almost every word I typed into this blog was punctuated with at least one tear. I didnt expect anyone to respond. I didnt think I cared if they did. I was doing it for me, for my heart and soul. Not even a week into posting I got a comment from

10th Anniversary

2007-12-02T07:43:00.000-05:00

Well my tenth anniversary was Thursday the 29th. I spent it alone, reading a book and snuggled down under my old aztec blanket. Of course you cant get through 10 years of marriage without some bullshit going on. People hurting each other, things being said or done that cant be taken back.... but seriously all of that aside...What kind of man goes to a neighbors and watches a football game on

Acapella My Soul

2007-11-17T13:06:00.000-05:00

More Chris Cornell but this song has gotten me through a lot of mess and trouble in my life. It is a solitary song but one Im sure all of us could have leveled with at one time or another. Some see it as sad and I suppose it can be taken that way, but I see it more as a rite of passage. A man (or woman) who at once realizes their insignificance in the big picture and is coming to terms with it in

I am

2007-10-27T21:08:00.000-04:00

No longer will I accept being treated like a low life. No longer will I linger around while you sit anywhere as you are judging me as I am. Everything about you is hypocrasy. You are not what you claim to be, and you are what you claim you are not. Maybe what you lack is fortitude. If so, I am finding that I can not just give my love to someone who is not even willing to stand up for what THEY

Chris Cornell for the Q lady and Others who know NOT

2007-10-11T16:02:00.000-04:00

Click the link to watch GOD sing.The lyricsHello, I know theres someone out thereWho can understandAnd whos feeling the same way as meIm twenty-four and Ive got everything to live forBut I know now that it wasnt meant to because all has been lost and all has been wonAnd theres nothing left for us to saveBut now I know that I dont want to be alone todaySo if you find that youve been feeling just

For The Q Lady

2007-09-29T16:06:00.000-04:00

But all should try it at least once!!

Wild Test Click Link

2007-09-13T22:06:00.001-04:00

Your Q Score is: 8The Q score ideally should be as small as possible, indicating maximum agreement among elements. However, even a tiny Q score may not mean optimal functioning, since all four elements may in fact be relatively undeveloped.Your Primary Mythical CreatureAir TypesThe main strength of the Air types is intellect. The second element indicates the most probable focus for this

Mystiqattus

2007-08-28T11:19:00.000-04:00

Damn RobI mean...damn

Living Nightmare

2007-08-20T21:07:00.000-04:00

I really just had to post this before I forgot. The miners in Utah in MY opinion have had the utmost and expedient care possible. We dealt with this before with the Sago Mine so I want to make the differences, from my research as clear as possible so no one thinks Im unfeeling or dismissive of the Utah crew. Before I go there I want to express my opinion about the reason why Mining disasters grab

Dark Ages

2007-08-07T17:00:00.000-04:00

Check out my Dark Ages profile!Neato!~

Neato

2007-08-04T01:16:00.000-04:00

This is a pretty neato little sim game I play on lately! Virtual human development gamewww.human-age.com

How much is your time worth?

2007-07-25T12:27:00.000-04:00

From 'Centuries'Early on in Bill Gates career when he became the net guru that he is, a young man sat down and figured out what Bill Gates actually made per hour. He pondered that if Bill was walking down the street and dropped a bill (currency), what sized bill would it have to be to make Bill Gates bend over and pick it up.The guy estimated that since Bill Gates was making approximately $150

Im Bringing Justin Back

2007-06-08T12:31:00.000-04:00

Okay after having Justin Timberlakes 'Bringin Sexy back' video pounded into my face repeatedly I have come to a serious conclusion. Justin is indeed, bringing sexy back. But in a way all men should be able to appreciate. I mean, Im not sure of all of the age groups of women I know who read here but there are several types of sexy and general sex appeal that each woman usually has a particular..

My Kitty Dixie

2007-06-02T18:12:00.000-04:00

I looooove my new kitty. She came from my best friend Cathys litter of kittens. Cat kept the only other one that came out Tortiseshell colored which is what the ladies are. Dixie, formally know as Dot, *WAVE Kendell and Cayla* and is now known around my house as Dixie. Sometimes I even call her Dixie Dot. I was gonna get here then Cat said someone near her would, then that person said she was

5 For 5

2007-05-21T12:39:00.000-04:00

5 weird childhood memories1)Loaning my portabong to Cat and her mom confiscated it.2)Making 'rock soup' in the park with Chris, actually with a pot and rocks and water n shit3) Putting the car in gear when I was about 3 and rolling it down the hill and through a fruit tree farm.4) Putting nair in this chicks shampoo cuz she was flighty. (meanest thing I think ive ever done and omg yes i feel

Sunshower 13

2007-05-16T12:32:00.000-04:00

Gregory Steven KinzieI laughed to myself the day, not long ago, that I realized that your name was Gregory Steven, not Steven Gregory. I remember the day you confessed it to me, my poking fun at you for what sounded goofy to me as a 10 year old. I remember so well the two little kids we appeared to be while being so grown, so wise of soul. I can still see clearly the day my dad caught me, you and

Damn it feels good to be..

2007-05-10T11:03:00.000-04:00

Free!So I went to court monday for the 'issues' and the cop didnt show up again. So my lawyer objected to the case altogether. It was all dropped. ALL OF IT. No more drug test, no more bullshit, a second chance for me as far as I see it.I greatly wonder if my other lawyer friend had a hand in this. If he did I owe him really big!!!<3 RS!!

Hold UP

2007-04-27T18:41:00.000-04:00

I was messing around taking the big purity test, the 500 question one when this one just jumped out at me..........performed oral sex on yourself? (Yes, this is possible for most males, and even for some females.)What in the HELL? Why isnt there like 400 numbers in my business section of my phone book that has a list of people who can teach you this?I feel TOTALLY ROBBED

What could we be missing? Va Tech Hokies

2007-04-20T11:54:00.002-04:00

Do you ever stop to think about how one persons actions can affect the entire earth? Ever sit and ponder how two people passing by each other instead of stopping to talk could have just missed the love of their lives? Do you ever wonder if the boy you knew that died very young would have grown up, married and fathered the next President of the United States? Do you ever get a weird feeling that

Chastity Frye - A Mass Murderers Whore

2007-04-20T11:54:00.001-04:00

I have no idea why this made the news last night. But I was watching the news and of ALL people I look up and see Chastity on the screen. Chastity is the mother of a friend of mines son. She all but abandoned him early on. This boy is now 12 years old. I cant imagine how he felt seeing his mother on TV announcing that she had been called by her 'escort' service to meet that Murderer in a motel

Buy My Book!

2007-04-20T11:54:00.000-04:00

No seriously, I am still in shock over the massacre at Va Tech on Monday morning. It took me a lot of years to understand how to get over this. So I am about to call the Va Tech and ask them if I can send them an E-Copy to be distributed to some of the parents and children who have been affected by this tragedy. I am also working on a link from amazon to get this on my page.All my well wishes go

Im just not happy

2007-04-06T12:28:00.001-04:00

I dont think most people realize that happiness isnt a lifelong occurance. Yes, believe it or not even the rich and famous cant achieve total eternal happiness. So, in the name of learning lessons and realizing how to leech every second of happiness that you can out of life I want to post a quote from one my favorite comedians. Yeah, this is sadly the absolute truth. Once you realize the depth of

Put your pants on

2007-04-06T12:28:00.000-04:00

A good story from my childhood that I will never forget.I was about 13 at the time, my best friend Cat was all but living with me during this time. It was great really. My parents who never really LET me do much, would let her stay quite often. One night REAL late at night Cat and I were 'partying' out in front of my house with my other friends and I had carried the portable phone with me. I was

There will be no Christmas this Year

2007-03-27T15:45:00.001-04:00

So for anyone who reads my blog or knows me (or my dad) they will know that I avoid Thanksgiving and X-Mas at all cost every year. Usually this is because for the first 30 years of my life it was inevitable that at some point, my father would stand, point directly at me, and declare to the masses, "You ruined Xmas/Thanksgiving/World Peace! Really Joy why dont you just shoot the fuckin Pope for

Space Lord Mother Mother

2007-03-27T15:45:00.000-04:00

If you have never heard this song, go download it. Its by Monster Magnet and the link to the lyrics is the title of this post.I dont know why this song is so stuck on me for this last week or so, something about it drives me. In a wild direction.The last part of this song goes...I left my throne a million miles awayI drink from your titI sing your blues every dayNow give me the strengthTo split

DNA > All Part II

2007-03-07T07:51:00.001-05:00

The thing is that by the time I became a full fledged teenager. All of those childish questions became angry teen ones. Confusion set in and haunted me often. Why aren't I more like them? WTF is wrong with me? By 12 I realized that I was out of the ordinary. Shouldnt I agree more with them? Shouldnt I share a few... a couple... ONE view with them? Rebellious, out-of-control and wild. Those were

From the blog of Tiamat

2007-03-07T07:51:00.000-05:00

Wow, uh, damn.

DNA > All Part I

2007-03-05T09:03:00.000-05:00

When I was four months old I was adopted. It took me years and years to realize how lucky that I was in the parents that got me. There were a lot of reasons for this. My mother, a devout christian, always tried to instill in me her beliefs, her character and her personality. Normally, children do take on traits of their parents. Some would say this is DNA and some would argue that your behaviors

The loss of Innocence

2007-02-08T12:20:00.000-05:00

When I was 12 I met the girl who I had no idea was going to be my best friend for life. We spent our time picking honeysuckle and fingerpainting hummingbirds and roses. Nary a harsh word came from our wonderfully innocent lips. La La La De De De....Okay okay maybe we REALLY spent our time picking on our other friends and the hummingbirds and roses were REALLY tattoo's that we had both gotten by

Snow SARKS

2007-02-06T19:38:00.000-05:00

I hate snow. I really hate snow. Even my dog hates snow. I dont want to play in it anymore. I dont want to drive in it.You know. I also hate the heat. I guess if I had my way Id find a place where it is perpetually Autumn. Even spring is too warmish and humid. Fall is nice, temperate, crisp and clear breathing.DOWN WITH SNOW

Omfg I Need a Monkey

2007-01-29T08:48:00.000-05:00

LITTLE ROCK, Ark. - An escaped chimpanzee at the Little Rock Zoo raided a kitchen cupboard and did a little cleaning with a toilet brush before sedatives knocked her out on top of a refrigerator.The 120-pound primate, Judy, escaped Tuesday into a service area when a zookeeper opened a door to her sleeping quarters, unaware the animal was still inside.As keepers tried to woo Judy back into her

Needs and Fears

2007-01-24T12:57:00.000-05:00

Interesting things I already knew about needs and fears. I used to be REALLY scared of people. I mean, I wasnt scared of them doing anything in particular to me. I wasnt scared of them trying to shank me in the face when I went outside, or trying to wrassle me to the ground or anything. I just got really nervous and would lock up or shut down when people I didnt know very well were around.My

PHILLY PWNS NY IN THE FACE

2007-01-08T08:41:00.000-05:00

Philadelphia 23, N.Y. Giants 20NUFF SAID

Use of Force

2007-01-02T07:57:00.000-05:00

Okay so on December 15th I had a rather bad experience. I apparently had an icky reaction to some medication mixed with Sparks. Sparks is not appearing to be such a good idea anymore. In my opinion, the powers that be meant for you to pass out when you drink. Getting drunk and being full of energy can lead to bad bad things.Such as Tasers. Yes I was tasered. And not by a good friend goofing off

New Year 2007

2007-01-01T04:34:00.000-05:00

Wish I could say it was happy but unfortunately there is always some miserable asshole waitin in the back ground to make sure no one can be happy.I will wonder forever how people like that can exist.I made no resolutions this year, I feel like I was doing amazingly well just keeping last years, my first ever resolution.So in light of giving back the gift I was given for new years this year I just

Wow

2006-12-28T14:52:00.000-05:00

Wow. I just began to recognize that I have been blogging for a while now. And with that comes the starkly obviously knowledge that even if I don't feel like I am a seriously committment minded person that I do stick with things for more then brief periods of time. One day I may figure out the fine line between committment and responsibility.I have no problems walking away from a committment, of

David Allen Coe

2006-12-06T17:35:00.000-05:00

You never even called me by my name.....Download this song its great if you havent heard it yet.I also hate country, unless its David Allen Coe

Dull Angry People

2006-12-04T20:20:00.000-05:00

What is with some people who are the type that can not stand to see others happy. They usually don't act this out randomly in public but I KNOW if anyone reading this has had a few long term relationships that they have likely had this experience.Look life has handed me some pretty horrific piles of crap in the past. Every man I have been with has been an utter piece of shit, and I mean that in

Sports, Religion & Politics

2006-11-22T08:05:00.000-05:00

Since I am not going to be participating in the family thing this Thanksgiving (personal choice for no reason at all besides just wanting a turkey sammach at home) I figured I would just post here in continuing my efforts to destroy/ruin/fuck-up Thanksgiving.SPORTSMy team is the best and your team sucks. Thats all there is to it, this is the most simple arguement of the uglies. It doesnt even

Sigh

2006-11-10T02:06:00.000-05:00

Im still here.. still reading all the usual blogs, just been busy with some new things popping up in life.Ill get to posting again soon :D

Chase and Me and 4am

2006-09-21T04:57:00.000-04:00

A friend of mine that logs on to MSN from time to time just kills me. He logs on and we have these absolutely bullshit convos that no one understands and that would likely get us locked up for life for if anyone found them. I am going to share a few pieces of it here because I am bored and tired of laughing my guts out. So if you ever have completely random bullshit convos on IM then you may

9/11 Prepare to be Politically Pissed

2006-09-11T04:25:00.000-04:00

First I do want to say that I do remember and honor those who lost their lives on that tragic day in our worlds history. I want to make it clear that this post has no ill intentions towards the families of those lost, nor the soldiers and the families who have suffered the same losses since this horrible day.I am going to make it clear though and I hope that this will reach at least one person

JFC WTF

2006-09-09T00:31:00.000-04:00

GOD Ill be so glad when summer is over. I dont know why I just think it sucked balls this year. I love the fall so I am looking forward to it, and yes I am even looking forward to the damn freezing ass cold winter... but as for the summer.... welp, it was just lame this year. Lame, Lame, Lame.In other newsWeman still sux irl

Book Sales

2006-08-23T16:40:00.000-04:00

Well, at the end of August my first royalty check for my book sales will be sent out. I am anxiously awaiting.In other newsWeman sux irl

Happy B-Day

2006-07-28T10:00:00.000-04:00

Happy B-Day Mike!Ok thats my son, today is his *gulp* 17th birthday. And while even saying or typing that in makes me feel old there is a lot to be said here. He is already 2 years older then I was when he was born. We have done a lot of growing up together. When he was in Kindergarten I was in college, we did our homework together every night. Although he likely doesn't even believe it, I am

Messin around with EQ shit

2006-07-25T01:03:00.000-04:00

Sorry Dan I know you are going to scream when you see EQ on here but here goes

Its time!!!

2006-06-28T12:39:00.000-04:00

If you are interested in purchasing my book then visit www.publishamerica.com and do a search for Cover Me. Or you can call about any local bookstore and order it delivered to a location near you!!Of course any bloggers I will be glad to sign a copy for, once you purchase the book send me an email at dragoncave@msn.com and I will give you the information to send me the book \. I will sign it and

The hard part

2006-06-24T07:45:00.000-04:00

Well here comes the hardest part for me. The book is set to be released in 2 more days and I now have to go to each of the parents of the boys I wrote the book about and present them with a copy, and hope that they will feel it did them justice. Questions and concerns just keep rattling me. I know all these parents well too, Steves mom is so sweet and kind hearted, and very sensitive. She will

Cupid says Im a bitch!

2006-05-31T02:21:00.000-04:00

The Sudden DepartureRandom Brutal Love Master (RBLMf) Sweet. Dear. Loving. At Gate 18. Final call. You are The Sudden Departure. You've been in a lot of serious relationships. More than a few have ended ugly. Uglily. Whatever. Our guess is that you're a really fantastic girl who doesn't really know what she wants, and you've broken a few hearts as a result.

Hey Calling all Blog Friends for heeeelp!

2006-05-24T15:15:00.000-04:00

I know that only a few of you have read my book Cover Me. But for you that have I would be appreciative for the rest of my life if you visit this site.http://www.publishamerica.comDo a search in the mid page on the right for Author search.Type in Authors name as Basham.In the spot that says write reviews for you opinion on the book. If you dont want to I understand but the help it would give me

Cover My Book@!

2006-04-30T04:26:00.000-04:00

I added a photo of my book cover to my flickr album. I think PA did a great job on it. Let me know what you think!

Cover Me - Finally@!

2006-04-24T13:20:00.000-04:00

Ms. Lynskey, Here's an overview of where things go from here:Your book will go to the printers today, April 24. From there, it generally takes between 3-6 weeks for the first copies to print. Your book will post on the PublishAmerica site soon after it goes to the printers. Pre-release letters will be sent, and your book can be pre-ordered for delivery as soon as they are printed. The official

Ghetto Dial

2006-04-09T06:33:00.000-04:00

I am sorry if this offends, but I feel like I am in the ghetto with my connection here. I cant get on my email, I cant use trillian, I cant use MSN, wtf is the purpose???Fuck it, I am going to have to plant my own satellite up here before its all over with.Love You D

Weeeeeeeeee Im connected for now... yipeeee

2006-04-05T20:52:00.000-04:00

WEeeeeeEEEeeeeeEEEeeeeeI am all over this now. I have a lot to be doing on the net and no chances lately to do so. So it was time. It might be crawl up right now, which is pityful. But huge things are happening all over and all of them are looking up now!Book officially was sent to the cover department today at 5pm. So I cant wait to see what they come up with.NightzzzOhzzzzI am all over the net

Cover Me - Living, Loving and Learning through Loss

2006-04-01T20:42:00.000-05:00

Ok, so I added a subtitle to the book. Once I began to actually consider the marketing prospect of the book I realized that I needed something that outwardly showed what genre or purpose this book was written for. I actually just re-read my proofs of the book and can now see it in pdf form so that it looks like a real book on the inside. Now we go into the cover process and then it is finally

Kewl Kwotes

2006-03-10T02:08:00.000-05:00

"When the authorities warn you of the dangers of having sex, there is an important lesson to be learned. Do not have sex with the authorities." Matt Groening. "Sex without love is an empty experience, but as empty experiences go it's a pretty good one." Woody Allen. "When you see a married couple walking down the street, the one that's a few steps ahead is the one that's mad." Helen Rowland "My

Hate to State

2006-03-06T16:05:00.000-05:00

I really usually hate to state the obvious but in light of recent events, our local weatherman having overdosed on heroin, half our county being on fire because someone dumped hot woodstove coals out in an already incredibly dangerously dry period, and then there are just the people I know who talk too much, drink too much and just act as if the words class and tact have never been placed in a

Sharing the Wisdom

2006-03-05T02:24:00.000-05:00

A quote has been stuck in my head for a few months now. "Peoples action belies their guilt"I have no idea who said this or where it came from. But I have been going out of my way to observe this. Sometimes someone does something rude, or disrespectful to you. Or perhaps they are just an unfaithful lover. But no matter what the situation or the person they always act out their guilt in an

Anxiety and Marketing

2006-02-25T15:54:00.000-05:00

Ok I am beginning to get anxious about the release of the book. I have several old issues about it rambling around in my head as well as new ones. Of course the old demon is the most basic. Did I honor the lives of the guys who died enough that I am going to be proud for their parents and families to read it? I really hope so. I am sure that anytime a writer rights about real human lives, thei

Walking Contradiction

2006-02-14T15:55:00.000-05:00

I do not mean for this post to be taken offensive in any way. I actually found this list on a site and although I thoroughly agree with it I only hesistated to post it because of the fact that is normally only the self-righteous who go out of their way to "preach the word." So here, its not my word, but I agree with it completely.Top Ten Signs You're a Fundamentalist Christian10 - You vigorously

Are you warm or cold?

2006-02-13T23:43:00.000-05:00

Well I meant to make a post about how many jobs Ive been through and how many idiots Ive seen since my last major post but for some reason the house Im sitting in is like 80 degrees and Im dying of heat exhaustion at the moment. I do wonder often about people and I think sometimes something this petty can even be a deal breaker or a strain in a relationship but.....Are you cold natured or warm

Yawn

2006-02-12T00:03:00.000-05:00

Sooo tired. Ive been through 2 jobs this month trying to find something that works out for me in all directions. I should have some internet time tomorrow to post, but for now, it took me the last few hours just reading and catching up on all Ive missed in the last few weeks. So I am going to celebrate my incoming slumber with a Miller. Then off to bed! Ill be back to post tomorrow...er.. later

In 2005

2006-01-14T18:49:00.000-05:00

In 2005 I learned quite a few things. At the first of the year in 2005 I wrote a post about a couple of friends I had originally started using my web log for anyway. I began the year in a new mood, a mood that was determined to stop wasting time. Part of this post is also going to be quoted directly near the end of my book that I am patiently awaiting an edited version of. Read the post here to

My friend Jimmy!

2006-01-10T20:36:00.000-05:00

I promised to post a few pix so here they go. My friend Jimmy!! I was gonna put him on Ebay but I figured with so many hits per day someone here might want em. Hes gonna cost ya 50 bucks and shippin and handlin is on you!http://static.flickr.com/41/85030944_f7b3939ce4_m.jpgOddly enough I have no pix of Jimmy without his finger in his nose.My friends Cathy, or Janet from my book. Bobby and myself

No Resolutions!

2006-01-07T13:56:00.000-05:00

Im not really a resolution maker. I doubt I ever will be. But I have decided to grasp onto some new 'ideas' at the beginning of each year. There is no pressure this way. It's not that I can't handle pressure or stress, its almost as if I thrive on it. I've been really lucky in the brain and soul that I was born with, or learned or earned, but I just don't stress the things that I guess I should.

Beer, Beer, Beer, Beer, Beer, Beer!

2006-01-07T12:36:00.000-05:00

Plain and simple. I want to know your 3 favorite beers on earth. I dont care if they are energy beers, regular old beers, hippy beers, beer flavored beer or what the hell ever. This is a simple poll that I plan on using for information in the book I am writing so be honest! If you secretly like the beast or old mil then just say so! I want your top three so here are mine!Tilt - A stronger 6.6%

Salt Water Taffy Last Forever

2005-12-27T13:52:00.000-05:00

Apparently it also has lasting emotional effects. I was talking to my son on Xmas day and he made this comment."I dont really remember much about being little. All I remember was that time you caught me with the candy."???What candy? I asked."I dont know, salt candy? Thats all I remember. That and being scared for my life. You just knew I had it and I was sure I hadnt made any noise getting

2005-12-21T15:30:00.000-05:00

Your Blogging Type is Kind and HarmoniousYou're an approachable blogger who tends to have many online friends.People new to your blogging circle know they can count on you for support.You tend to mediate fighting and drama. You set a cooperative tone.You have a great eye for design - and your blog tends to be the best looking on the block!What's Your Blogging Personality?

Lights, Camera....

2005-12-21T13:17:00.000-05:00

I finally got a digital camera that is worth a fuck. I will be taking some photos of various things to post on my site. So far all I could get was a friend who got his finger stuck in his nose trying to pose for me. (I didnt tell him to stick it up there that far and for fucks sake hes like 35 years old) I plan on getting a pic of the hideously dirty lumina before I wash it. I may even get my

Canadian Love

2005-12-16T11:25:00.000-05:00

Get the cows and cheese out guys....

To WoW or to EQ, that tis the question!

2005-12-16T11:12:00.000-05:00

Ok in a couple of more months I am going to be done with my book, it should be in production by then which will give me even more free time then I already have. So now I have to feed my ravenous mmorpg needs again. I could return to EQ where I am as much hated as I am loved after having spent 5 years as a guild leader on Solusek Ro (Now Bristlebane server) and return to my level 66 shaman who is

Oh and by the fuckin way

2005-11-18T23:20:00.001-05:00

Sparks-O-Thon

2005-11-18T21:15:00.000-05:00

In order to share the love I have to share the secret. I am making this post for those not as fortunate as I who have sparks coverage in their state or country. If you are one of the folks who are deprived of 'Orange Love' (you poor bastards) please visit this site and demand that sparks be brought to a retailer near you.http://www.sparks.com/main.htmlOtherwise, crack open your freshly purchased

Chest Pains

2005-11-16T23:43:00.000-05:00

Sometimes they hurt so bad I almost wish Id go ahead and have a fuckin heart attack.

Cover Me Pre-Production

2005-10-26T13:52:00.000-04:00

My book is now in the pre-production stage! Immediately following pre-production the publisher will send out what are basically flyers that advertise the book, its release date and all of my personal fantasies and fetishes. Ok, the last part isn't true but it sounded fun for a second. Íf you would like to receive this notice of production which should include where you can get the book and when,

Yay4Meh!~

2005-10-24T10:04:00.000-04:00

I finally found a temporary position to pay some bills with while I await the slow process of having the book published. The really great part about the book is the opportunities for permanent employment the books advertising and marketing may provide me with!Soon PublishAmerica will place an ad in our local paper. I'd be more then ecstatic to get a writing job offer because of it! We will see.

There is nothing to fear but...

2005-10-23T14:08:00.000-04:00

realizing that the people you went to school with are now in control of the U.S.A. I always think whenever I get on a plane that the people who are fueling the plane, fixing the engines and basically running the world now are the same goofy fuckers that walked around highschool with their flys down and toilet paper hanging off their feet. You may have seen these before but they are hilarious, and

Cover Me - Dedication

2005-10-17T11:35:00.000-04:00

When my publisher told me I could make a dedication I decided I would make a somewhat obscure one. It is hard to dedicate all that work to one person. It was a lot of people who inspired me to write those things down and send them to a company. So here it is, before the book is even printed, my personal dedication to the closest of my blogger friends who still keep up with me even when I

Eddie the Fearless Pit Bull Terrier

2005-10-16T19:56:00.000-04:00

For my sons 16th birthday I wanted to get him something that would last a while. He is kind of at the age to be able to handle responsibilites that he couldnt before. So, I bought him a purebred American Pit Bull Terrier. I did NOT buy the dog because of the hype about vicious dogs, I actually bought it for the opposite reason, because in my opinion and experience, domestic animals are what you

Damn Spam!

2005-10-08T17:55:00.000-04:00

Because of the damn comment spammers I have had to turn on the verification on the blogs. Isn't comment spam like being virtually molested or something? It just feels dirty..No means No!

Yay Me~

2005-10-01T20:21:00.000-04:00

American Publishers has accepted my manuscript and will be publishing my book as soon as I sign the contract. When the book is complete and in its published form I am sure I will be able to send a few copies to some of my closest and favorite blogger friends. Until them I am still virtually netless and missing you all immensely. I cant wait to get this published and a few copies sold but for

Wish me big heaping wads of gooey luck!

2005-09-25T17:50:00.000-04:00

I have finally gone n done it. Just a few short minutes ago I submitted my manuscript to a publishing company per their request. Its not my preferred genre but it would certainly do as a nice boost to get me writing more professionally. Originally I had planned to write about a wacky off beat pack of bloggers who struggle through their own trials and tribulations to sort out the evil in the world

I am around!

2005-09-05T20:34:00.000-04:00

I am around but still searching for work. Just not as much time to sneak off to the internet so often. I still read here as often as I can. But GOOD NEWS!! I will have my very own, if slow, crawl up connection within a month or so!On the downside, my son now has a girlfriend. The downside being, OMG I feel so old. Fawk.What is worse is that I really like her. I always wanted to be able to hate my

Dedicated Devastation

2005-08-31T20:11:00.000-04:00

What an asshole.Mr. Bush said today in a press conference that the dedicated people of New Orleans needed the help of all Americans.He meant to say devastated.What a dick.

Hippy Music and Blackouts!

2005-08-02T16:07:00.000-04:00

I recently went with a few friends to see the Allman Brothers in Northern Va. It was a 5 hour trip. Here is what I remember from the entire ordeal.Hey man! You guys want to go see the Allman Brothers?Sure!Approximately 7 hours later I remember searching the parking lot in the Nissan Pavillon for the car. Approximately 2 hours after that I remember waking up in the backseat going "Holy shit I hope

Damn its hot!

2005-08-02T14:03:00.000-04:00

I mean damn, its seriously hot here. Hard to stay in one place for too long at a time!